17/11/2023

[Wynn]

emergency
awaken
understand
act
take in
convert
transform

see wrestling with gigantic black sea serpent
it is having fun making its point how dominant, powerful it is
me no match for its strength
i give in
it lets me go
i brush myself off
humiliated
it grins at me
i am not amused

see walking up beach to join others, i failed the test
even so they all greet me with enthusiasm
all having a good time as group
many had same experience

karmic ego effect? > i won't be going back to those dark waters for some time

witnessing this vision with calm peaceful acceptance, begin warmly smiling
at my ego's ruffled feathers, back to dark waters as witnessing choice

amalgamate as group, get over it all, work on it together

see black sea serpent smiling its work done for now

 

[Ora]

unable to adjust to momentum
struggle avoidance
struggle humiliation avoidance
struggle no joy
needy for amusement
needy for seeing same failures in others
'ruffled feathers' - to be overcome

 

[Ora]

emergency
momentum disparity incoherance
needing to see the stalled momentum - and reason for

 

[Ora]

emergency
not understanding dilemma

wrestling with trying to understand and making your own point

having fun in making your own point dominates the wrestle
gives you power
not understand - humiliates

emergency > to sit with not understanding
emergency > making your own point - your own understanding - you are in left brain/not right mind
not understanding not a dilemma - having your own understanding/interpreting/POV a dilemma

 

[Wynn]

fear of humiliation, not know, you still feel hypersensitive and vulnerable to be judged as incompetent when not know, knowing is given meaning of cleverness, on top of things, in command , self aggrandisement

now seen as serpent = identifying with power,, wrestling me into submission, self created entertainment that has gone wrong, monster out of control, terrorise myself, humiliate myself, my own fault, my stupidity to play games with my own ego/mind/ intellect not clever at all, just silly nonsense

UPC manic know it all
compensate for being incompetent, worthless, useless if don't know,
avoids humiliation as over rated fear
ego does not know, is reality of its own ignorance
accept it, and get on with communing

UPC self entertainment
have playful fun in life
avoids boredom, lack of excitement
BUT escalates into manic excitement euphoria
self rewarding in perceived dismal 3rd dimension
of undesired pain and suffering( of limitation)

UPC freedom to do as like in life
psychotic delusion
misusing allowance and acceptance, universe allows all
lack of integrity when love is primary
the basic foundation of all life and existence even existing

live and learn, thank you

 

[Ora]

fear of humiliation, not know, you still feel hypersensitive and vulnerable to be judged as incompetent when not know, knowing is given meaning of cleverness, on top of things, in command , self aggrandisement

fear of incompetance humiliation hypersenstive vulnerability

all knowing, appearing clever, in command, self aggrandizement vulnerability

wanting to appear grand vulnerability

* this is the problem ..... 'knowing is given meaning of cleverness, on top of things, in command .
there are levels of self-aggrandizement in appearing clever, in command, etc.

humble truth deliverance - neutrality
cleverness, on top of things, competance, all knowing appearance deliverance - ego self aggrandizement (con, needle, hex, spell,)

 

[Wynn]

thank you

get two thumbs up ego self con and self spelling, in love with power of self creation, mania to glorify being self created ego identity

get needle did not come from me, something like conscience???

drives avoidance of not being vulnerable >> resolved by becoming know it all, be competent

noted ego competence has nothing to do with communing practise - yes neutrality of humble truth deliverance, be empty conduit, feels right two thumbs up - the actual freedom of being fully aligned with Truth does not involve ego

ego serves Truth, not Truth serves ego

 

[Ora]

Was guided to re-post this list of kickstart words

emergency
awaken
understand
act
take in
convert
transform

 

[Wynn]

• emergency >> needs immediate attention, critical to get function back
• awaken >> not paying attention to conscious knowing of what?? > Us
• understand >> missing what about understanding You? > everything is being dismissed as boring, irksome, tedious, not interested, not to your liking non stimulating, never going to happen, too hard
• act >> waiting right now, for your message > now aware I’m irritated, annoyed, feel needled > my resentment at having to do work I see as never going to be manifested, it's wasting time, my POV has become very cynical, dismissive, too much chaos and nonsense I just retreat into my own ego fun and play, my own rebellion if You want to be taken seriously be clear cut information words and visions steady pace of listing it all, my apologies from my side just fed up, my misperception not stimulating or exciting
• take in >> not taking in, ignore it all, not seeing it as an emergency when perceive You are doing nothing as manifestation of financial means or physical community, no reality, broken promises, false hopes, be consistent, be productive

stimulus needed to go into right brain?? > Us

okay turn around , start with being receptive to learn from You > noted this arcs up my ego, already having a rant

now sense dreamy, drifty, nonchalance, uninvolved, detachment, self indulgence given priority, what I identify as my non action passive witnessing awareness, this is fake witnessing awareness? > no

next step, Your words and visions please

persisting ego images > correction for this problem? > not possible just yet

what do i do in meantime? > act on what you now know > not feeling clear, getting confused, what is the NEW ACTION???

 

[Wynn]

seeing Closh onn Du has been contracted along my chakra section of Unkor column, pulsing flow shut down by contracting density, it is being done in wilfully controlling harmful way giving sadistic pleasure to the contraction, my ego version of dismissive resistance, ego version of being clever, cynical fun, aggressive interfering destructive revengeful defiance, psychotic immaturity game of ego, vindictive rage for not getting its way it wants with You all? > yes

working evil default ego games is not communing with You all

noted ruefully even felt that but went ahead anyway as wilful action to default back to ego comfort > acknowledged

next step?? > see blackness around Unkor column is now dispersing and in its place I see a black demonic figure arms and wings outstretched, looking at me with readiness to act, wilful, aggressive, violent, another version of my ego operating as love of power to control and dominate, another version of visions wrestling with sea serpent as mad ego, my left brain intellectual monster of control over me as boy or immature helpless to stop me role playing being demonic defiling man playing with and taunting me as boy just how stupid and useless I am, self loathing, self disgust

noted demonic me is ego self claiming nonsense of being magnificence, grandiose, insane with power and control, this is me fighting with me, where odds are stacked that evil wins out over being integral, loving, receptivity, heart Truth humbleness, demonic self has POV this is hypocritical and hilariously stupid when you can get your own way my corruption, dishonesty and vicious malice > yes

self destructive, cringe ugly insanity

return to clearer witnessing, now see the way all the negativity was being generated to oppose You all, really do need Your inspirational help here, precisely what new action is required?

see demonic ego is not truly free will choice but a choice of compromise, this whole scenario is dead wrong perception it is reality, THAT YOU HAVE TO BOW DOWN TO,SUBMIT TOO, BE THE COMPROMISE OF EXISTING IN 3RD DIMENSION

self delusion misperceived POV when really avoiding any way of being responsible to get on with honest evolutionary process with You all

my insanity to believe all you can do is stay in pain all you can expect out of life in 3rd dimension, I fell for the SOCIALLY PROGRAMMED EGO CON you only have choice of pain is the ego cynical existential reality, adapt to this angst by escapist use of imagination = immature hope to prove otherwise, drives curiosity to find a way out of this painful POV of existence

unsure if you just step back and remove the charge on this mental vision???

 

[Wynn]

pull the plug

de-electrify, no more energy given to this black demonic conceptual model as if reality way to survive in life > no

then what feeds it staying in power? > immaturity, unwillingness to be mature responsibility, you let it take you over get conned into desire it will give you what you want by its dark corrupting means, you colluded to approve of its dishonesty and depravity you rewarded yourself with, self inflated ego game with life, this is you not any external demonic force, it is your own core ego way to get your own way in life gratified by any means

face up to this choice to create evil to get what you want out of life by any means is criminally psychopathically insane self centredness, wilful, forceful, self gratification using everything as your playground for demonic play with life

have I fully clearly understood the problem I created by my own misuse of ego/intellect? > yes


convert >> how to convert this demonic image and its emotional charge as very wrong ego created perception of how to live life in 3rd dimension

conversion protocol please? > I take back witnessing awareness action, I am more than ego, I am the capacity to redirect my life, new concept about witnessing consciousness it is not merely a neutral observer of self as ego BUT IT CAN ACT TOO?? > yes

getting confused here, Your perspective of life as Elemental is about allowance and acceptance, being unconditional love, this seems to be at odds with the new witnessing doing active intervention, how to finally resolve or transcend this polarisation that creates inertia or stagnation, failure to change anything?

not understanding something here about witnessing awareness how to use it wisely? > no

I have to know something makes logical sense before I act? > no

then what is the Truth here to be doing, what does “pull the plug” really mean?


see me writing at table as witnessing awareness, simply crumple up ego concepts like scribbled ideas on pieces of paper, redundant , I throw out wrong ideas into rubbish bin, fresh start, new ideas and inspirations> yes

 

[Wynn]

see me again at table as the author of a story, I am writing out but ideas are wrong, so crumple up words on page and throw it in bin, now see I am invisible author playing around with things in space and time, images and energies that amuse or delight me, I get very intrigued, want to try them out, instead of writing about them as unfolding story I move into them like pages in book, lose consciousness i have done this and I am now the story experience itself? > yes

the invisible identity is me as Elemental ?? > get yes/no, please clarify?

back to word, “convert” what is Your meaning for this process?

see throwing out crumpled up pieces of paper written with unusable ideas, don’t fit story that I want to be as its created unfolding, now seeking the perfect word resonance, precision, ordering of creation as vision of perfection? > yes

what is the perfect vision like? > Us

please clarify what “Us” means or looks like?

seeing brilliant, warm, softly and beautifully scintillating, radiant, golden, iridescent light, rippling with intricate resonances of sparkling exuberant of energy flows, like peaks of bursting energy flows out into creation in their earliest form of just thoughts, still experimental play of getting them sorted out just right

see something went wrong and a strong discharge flew out into space not properly formed, not coordinated or properly prepared, it manifested as distorted forms, now attempting to bring it back to Us to re-create it, you along with others are this attempt to rescue this lost disarrayed, not yet properly processed, aspect of Our unity loving consciousness

like in story you are sorting through rubbish bin of ego concepts that have no unity loving consciousness, it is not your job to rehash what was trashed but get on with identifying the construction of the new perfect story We all are doing together as group consciousness, reconnect with Us to stay conscious about what is needed to be done to heal all creation

 

[Wynn]

what is it like to be the more conscious author?

Us, group ideas of streaming possibilities we do group sorting for best fit to generate cosmic creation of infinite expansion of all inspirations that we have properly aligned with Truth

back to convert, next step?

see rapid gathering of many serpents in space, all streaming and undulating , gathering around me in arced formation, the empty space behind me, sense it goes into earth/ego dimension the waste basket perceptions

see all around my feet are tiny small black animated objects unclear what they are

see they are swarming up my legs quickly moving all over my body and begin burrowing into me, consuming my form as human body

see it is transformed back into golden light and this light flows back among You all as light that has no form, just consciousness of beingness of all potential, all possibilities along with You all

restored
renewed
reconciled
with cosmic reality
still unfolding
through all of Us
ordering its perfection


transform >> done it >> yet see still taking some of old crumpled discarded ideas on paper out of bin, last check if it really is useless, see bin steadily being siphoned off, contents removed, papers being stripped from my hands, nothing to keep, all cleaned out

this links back to the vision of tunnel out of 3rd dimension by the sea serpents visions > yes

 

[Wynn]

how many of these kinds of events have happened, “see something went wrong and a strong discharge flew out into space not properly formed, not coordinated or properly prepared, it manifested as distorted forms”

there have been other premature energy discharges that became the 3rd dimensional deformities> yes

this is about Elemental evolution > yes

even before Tor? > yes

 

[Ora]

tying in what is being written about (dormant) Elemental Soul. .
To pursue Wynns Elemental signatures and personality - so you can align with, or 'fit' the self to.

 

[Ora]

seeing brilliant, warm, softly and beautifully scintillating, radiant, golden, iridescent light, rippling with intricate resonances of sparkling exuberant of energy flows, like peaks of bursting energy flows out into creation in their earliest form of just thoughts, still experimental play of getting them sorted out just right

these are aspects of your soul self

 

[D'jrak]

unable to adjust to momentum
struggle avoidance
struggle humiliation avoidance
struggle no joy
needy for amusement
needy for seeing same failures in others
'ruffled feathers' - to be overcome

Masquerade mask- "bring about a downfall"
Seeking
absolution
Merriment

V: Wynn skipping through a place on his own, no one with him, singing "I've done it" and "I'll watch it crumble and fall"
Seeking redemption
Attitude

V: See Wynn stating "I'm happy with nothing, we don't need any funds to start". See Wynn contemplating the association of money with prospects and more people, with action, accountability, responsibility.

V: See Wynn creating a fantast garden, he bends over to smell a flower, I see a unicorn and Pheonix on the outer rim of the garden. The Unicorn is neighing and nodding its head and snorting and tapping its front foot on the ground. The Pheonix looks tired and ragged, looks lifeless. See the word "fantasia".

V: See Wynn with shoulders slumped saying "it's not real why should I care". He then has an aggrieved look of contempt, planning a downfall.