ok
leprosy first word
You
9:25 PM
see you on a rolling log - trying to stay balanced as it spins around
trying to stay on top of things
Charlotte Rodgers
9:26 PM
firm footing
You
9:26 PM
'learning to let go' training needed
see yu breathing a sigh of relief
Charlotte Rodgers
9:27 PM
doubtful of self
You
9:27 PM
charisma - then 'insipid'
choking on
rotton to the core
Charlotte Rodgers
9:29 PM
dull see me worn out almost numb
You
9:29 PM
rotton to the core - see a man
predator
insecure
Charlotte Rodgers
9:30 PM
lurch
You
9:31 PM
could have been amazing - but reptilians got to him
Charlotte Rodgers
9:31 PM
laurie...
You
9:31 PM
see a red cross
sensei
Charlotte Rodgers
9:32 PM
I dont see anyone
what do we do about this?
You
9:33 PM
exfoliation
clear karma
some of that info was karma
sort it all out when finished
You
9:35 PM
trojan horse affair - you and charlie involved - you male charlies uncle, charlie nephew
You
9:38 PM
brother laurie - let you down
Charlotte Rodgers
9:39 PM
im still here nothing is coming
You
9:40 PM
xxx out of practice hahaha
Charlotte Rodgers
9:40 PM
lol
probably
You
9:41 PM
brother let trin down - vengeance - uncle took it out on nephew charlie
Charlotte Rodgers
9:41 PM
or just shit for brains lol
poor charlie
emotional dyregulation
dysregulation
Charlotte Rodgers
9:42 PM
see me having to clean up family matter and Imlook pissed off over it
You
9:42 PM
see a shocked look on charlies face, then tears running down his face - he loved his uncle !! but uncle was so full of vengeance he was lost
Charlotte Rodgers
9:43 PM
omg I can feel that
blinded by anger
see family of drunks
You
9:44 PM
see them all sparring and jousting
Charlotte Rodgers
9:44 PM
see a mother drunk
You
9:45 PM
see her as part of the problem between the two brothers
Charlotte Rodgers
9:46 PM
laurie let away with alot
You
9:47 PM
this is weird - charlie and uncle were on different sides of the conflict (dont know anythig about the trojan horse politics)
Charlotte Rodgers
9:48 PM
see laurie pushing the trojan horse?
You
9:48 PM
laurie - favouritsm
i think charlie is one of the warriers inside
Charlotte Rodgers
9:49 PM
I see me trying to coax charlike away from laurie?
You
9:49 PM
unbeknown to laurie and uncle trin
Charlotte Rodgers
9:50 PM
trying to keep him out of something?
i see me talking to charlie "you dont want to do this then see laurie say ahhh let the kid proove himself geeze
Charlotte Rodgers
9:51 PM
i could see something going wromng
charlie gets caught
see a roman guard holding him up
Charlotte Rodgers
9:52 PM
heathenry laurie devoted too??
laurie failed to pull charlie out in time
the grudge
Charlotte Rodgers
9:54 PM
driven by his ego every lifetime laurie
reckless
I despised him then
You
9:55 PM
it became a screaming match - everyone knew everyone else
Charlotte Rodgers
9:56 PM
his debauchery drove me insane
it bought shame upon the family
he was wilder than he is now
Charlotte Rodgers
9:57 PM
he ran the family name into the ground
Charlotte Rodgers
9:58 PM
see him drunk pissing on a market stand lol
You
9:59 PM
it angered you that charlie stood up for his no-good father
Charlotte Rodgers
9:59 PM
charli wanted his approval
Charlotte Rodgers
10:02 PM
see charli run behind laurie brushes him off " twlls him to fuck off"
im carving little wood statues trying to show charliehow
You
10:04 PM
trin in troy - charlie and laurie go over to the greeks side (payment) - to trins horror
Charlotte Rodgers
10:05 PM
sold out
Charlotte Rodgers
10:07 PM
betrayal disloyalty
the final straw
Charlotte Rodgers
10:09 PM
he directly refused to pay the familys rent
Charlotte Rodgers
10:11 PM
spent money on himself at the tavern
eviction
You
10:12 PM
I see you lose the plot - go berserk
Charlotte Rodgers
10:12 PM
yup hit him with na shovel as he launches towards me
he wanted me to do something I flat out refused
not sure what? cover the debt??
Charlotte Rodgers
10:14 PM
he bullied me this life
You
10:14 PM
and again inside troy - finding charlie on the wrong side
Charlotte Rodgers
10:14 PM
hmm need more clarity on this
You
10:14 PM
beside yourself with rage
Charlotte Rodgers
10:14 PM
rage yes
You
10:15 PM
the karma with charlie is - you killed him
Charlotte Rodgers
10:15 PM
see me with a grandma?
waitimg to see how I killed him
Charlotte Rodgers
10:16 PM
punched him through a wall he died oif a heamorrage
fuck!!
bloody hell the bloodymindedness ..shameful
You
10:19 PM
UPC murderous vengeful rage psychosis
Charlotte Rodgers
10:19 PM
fealty with senseii 3x protected him
yeah that psychosis it has to go!!
i can see how it consumes me
Charlotte Rodgers
10:20 PM
fucking horrid
You
10:21 PM
just 2 more things - the victim neurosis (in charlie) and the karmic perpetrator psychosis
Charlotte Rodgers
10:21 PM
nervousness in charlie
afraid to fight with me
terror
You
10:22 PM
nervous brain catatonia
Charlotte Rodgers
10:22 PM
how can I repair this?
You
10:22 PM
something is atrophied/paralyzed
there will be a returning of his energy back to him, with every karma cleared
Charlotte Rodgers
10:23 PM
omg my guts is churning at this ..
fucking hell.. why do we be such fucking assholes!!
You
10:24 PM
your perp psychosis is - 'all consuming need for righteous ?????
Charlotte Rodgers
10:24 PM
I ask this often like is it a dna disposition? its inherited or just developed over time ?? just wondering...
yeah the righteous thing sounds like me for sure. "do the right thing"
Charlotte Rodgers
10:26 PM
false beliefs
tradition
Charlotte Rodgers
10:29 PM
laurie godless
that played a part of it...mockery of religion
You
10:30 PM
'all consuming need for righteous action mania psychosis - takes over, takes control (and then when it turns to shit - unable to cope - rants, foams at the mouth psychotic angst
I am asking Timn - how is that removed?
Charlotte Rodgers
10:31 PM
thank you xx
You
10:31 PM
its a pleasure my darling xxx just want you healed now xxxx
Charlotte Rodgers
10:32 PM
i have to agree with that analysis
You
10:32 PM
thankyou
Charlotte Rodgers
10:32 PM
why do I have thta? where did it start ? get to the root maybee
what shit thought process
You
10:35 PM
leprosy = leper mentality
You
10:36 PM
(a person who is shunned for moral or social reasons)
Charlotte Rodgers
10:36 PM
out cast
lol just looked it up
You
10:36 PM
sensei and you - karma
Charlotte Rodgers
10:37 PM
see him wearing and old brown robe travelling through an old town
lime the robin hood robes friar robes ertyc
oops typos sorry
You
10:40 PM
see you throwing stones at him - and laughing
he just puts his head down and keeps walking - this somehow angers you - you start to needle him
Charlotte Rodgers
10:41 PM
mum im almost out of data
ill recharge in morning and continue
You
10:42 PM
no worries hon - we are finished - will finish this later xxxx n'night hon .. great work
leprosy first word
You
9:25 PM
see you on a rolling log - trying to stay balanced as it spins around
trying to stay on top of things
Charlotte Rodgers
9:26 PM
firm footing
You
9:26 PM
'learning to let go' training needed
see yu breathing a sigh of relief
Charlotte Rodgers
9:27 PM
doubtful of self
You
9:27 PM
charisma - then 'insipid'
choking on
rotton to the core
Charlotte Rodgers
9:29 PM
dull see me worn out almost numb
You
9:29 PM
rotton to the core - see a man
predator
insecure
Charlotte Rodgers
9:30 PM
lurch
You
9:31 PM
could have been amazing - but reptilians got to him
Charlotte Rodgers
9:31 PM
laurie...
You
9:31 PM
see a red cross
sensei
Charlotte Rodgers
9:32 PM
I dont see anyone
what do we do about this?
You
9:33 PM
exfoliation
clear karma
some of that info was karma
sort it all out when finished
You
9:35 PM
trojan horse affair - you and charlie involved - you male charlies uncle, charlie nephew
You
9:38 PM
brother laurie - let you down
Charlotte Rodgers
9:39 PM
im still here nothing is coming
You
9:40 PM
xxx out of practice hahaha
Charlotte Rodgers
9:40 PM
lol
probably
You
9:41 PM
brother let trin down - vengeance - uncle took it out on nephew charlie
Charlotte Rodgers
9:41 PM
or just shit for brains lol
poor charlie
emotional dyregulation
dysregulation
Charlotte Rodgers
9:42 PM
see me having to clean up family matter and Imlook pissed off over it
You
9:42 PM
see a shocked look on charlies face, then tears running down his face - he loved his uncle !! but uncle was so full of vengeance he was lost
Charlotte Rodgers
9:43 PM
omg I can feel that
blinded by anger
see family of drunks
You
9:44 PM
see them all sparring and jousting
Charlotte Rodgers
9:44 PM
see a mother drunk
You
9:45 PM
see her as part of the problem between the two brothers
Charlotte Rodgers
9:46 PM
laurie let away with alot
You
9:47 PM
this is weird - charlie and uncle were on different sides of the conflict (dont know anythig about the trojan horse politics)
Charlotte Rodgers
9:48 PM
see laurie pushing the trojan horse?
You
9:48 PM
laurie - favouritsm
i think charlie is one of the warriers inside
Charlotte Rodgers
9:49 PM
I see me trying to coax charlike away from laurie?
You
9:49 PM
unbeknown to laurie and uncle trin
Charlotte Rodgers
9:50 PM
trying to keep him out of something?
i see me talking to charlie "you dont want to do this then see laurie say ahhh let the kid proove himself geeze
Charlotte Rodgers
9:51 PM
i could see something going wromng
charlie gets caught
see a roman guard holding him up
Charlotte Rodgers
9:52 PM
heathenry laurie devoted too??
laurie failed to pull charlie out in time
the grudge
Charlotte Rodgers
9:54 PM
driven by his ego every lifetime laurie
reckless
I despised him then
You
9:55 PM
it became a screaming match - everyone knew everyone else
Charlotte Rodgers
9:56 PM
his debauchery drove me insane
it bought shame upon the family
he was wilder than he is now
Charlotte Rodgers
9:57 PM
he ran the family name into the ground
Charlotte Rodgers
9:58 PM
see him drunk pissing on a market stand lol
You
9:59 PM
it angered you that charlie stood up for his no-good father
Charlotte Rodgers
9:59 PM
charli wanted his approval
Charlotte Rodgers
10:02 PM
see charli run behind laurie brushes him off " twlls him to fuck off"
im carving little wood statues trying to show charliehow
You
10:04 PM
trin in troy - charlie and laurie go over to the greeks side (payment) - to trins horror
Charlotte Rodgers
10:05 PM
sold out
Charlotte Rodgers
10:07 PM
betrayal disloyalty
the final straw
Charlotte Rodgers
10:09 PM
he directly refused to pay the familys rent
Charlotte Rodgers
10:11 PM
spent money on himself at the tavern
eviction
You
10:12 PM
I see you lose the plot - go berserk
Charlotte Rodgers
10:12 PM
yup hit him with na shovel as he launches towards me
he wanted me to do something I flat out refused
not sure what? cover the debt??
Charlotte Rodgers
10:14 PM
he bullied me this life
You
10:14 PM
and again inside troy - finding charlie on the wrong side
Charlotte Rodgers
10:14 PM
hmm need more clarity on this
You
10:14 PM
beside yourself with rage
Charlotte Rodgers
10:14 PM
rage yes
You
10:15 PM
the karma with charlie is - you killed him
Charlotte Rodgers
10:15 PM
see me with a grandma?
waitimg to see how I killed him
Charlotte Rodgers
10:16 PM
punched him through a wall he died oif a heamorrage
fuck!!
bloody hell the bloodymindedness ..shameful
You
10:19 PM
UPC murderous vengeful rage psychosis
Charlotte Rodgers
10:19 PM
fealty with senseii 3x protected him
yeah that psychosis it has to go!!
i can see how it consumes me
Charlotte Rodgers
10:20 PM
fucking horrid
You
10:21 PM
just 2 more things - the victim neurosis (in charlie) and the karmic perpetrator psychosis
Charlotte Rodgers
10:21 PM
nervousness in charlie
afraid to fight with me
terror
You
10:22 PM
nervous brain catatonia
Charlotte Rodgers
10:22 PM
how can I repair this?
You
10:22 PM
something is atrophied/paralyzed
there will be a returning of his energy back to him, with every karma cleared
Charlotte Rodgers
10:23 PM
omg my guts is churning at this ..
fucking hell.. why do we be such fucking assholes!!
You
10:24 PM
your perp psychosis is - 'all consuming need for righteous ?????
Charlotte Rodgers
10:24 PM
I ask this often like is it a dna disposition? its inherited or just developed over time ?? just wondering...
yeah the righteous thing sounds like me for sure. "do the right thing"
Charlotte Rodgers
10:26 PM
false beliefs
tradition
Charlotte Rodgers
10:29 PM
laurie godless
that played a part of it...mockery of religion
You
10:30 PM
'all consuming need for righteous action mania psychosis - takes over, takes control (and then when it turns to shit - unable to cope - rants, foams at the mouth psychotic angst
I am asking Timn - how is that removed?
Charlotte Rodgers
10:31 PM
thank you xx
You
10:31 PM
its a pleasure my darling xxx just want you healed now xxxx
Charlotte Rodgers
10:32 PM
i have to agree with that analysis
You
10:32 PM
thankyou
Charlotte Rodgers
10:32 PM
why do I have thta? where did it start ? get to the root maybee
what shit thought process
You
10:35 PM
leprosy = leper mentality
You
10:36 PM
(a person who is shunned for moral or social reasons)
Charlotte Rodgers
10:36 PM
out cast
lol just looked it up
You
10:36 PM
sensei and you - karma
Charlotte Rodgers
10:37 PM
see him wearing and old brown robe travelling through an old town
lime the robin hood robes friar robes ertyc
oops typos sorry
You
10:40 PM
see you throwing stones at him - and laughing
he just puts his head down and keeps walking - this somehow angers you - you start to needle him
Charlotte Rodgers
10:41 PM
mum im almost out of data
ill recharge in morning and continue
You
10:42 PM
no worries hon - we are finished - will finish this later xxxx n'night hon .. great work