see flash explosion or burst of yellow light = excitement, exhileration - the constant need for - self feeding for
it fades and space goes dark = neutrality/emptiness - you go into a dark space when not excited/exhilerated,
begin to see many such flashes happening in dark space in different locations - too much going on, unable to focus on one thing
becomes like lights turning on and off
'manic visioning
the chaos in the visioning an example.
trying to focus on too many aspects in each vision, instead of just observing the 'main frame'
Solution: just observe the main object -
See it like a hanging mobile - with a main focus, but not chasing those other moving parts - that maybe in the description of
but not to be focussed on.