(from comnahm schem)
2 karmas
1. swinging single light - flashing on and off - in a dark and dingy hallway
dads face comes into view - looked dark
perceived with regret
beseiged
'take no prisoners'
indecency
nepotism
conquering loyalty
(unfinished)
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2. conquest of loyalty
See me standing over my father - him on his knees - his hands tied behind his back
I have a sword to his throat
a lot of people standing around, naked (indigenous root race)
crippling loyalty
I sever the head
all these people, hands to their mouths, shocked, horrified
I return to my throne and watch them all
'a fascination for fealty'
what it means to have it, on ones own terms
Enlils obsession
fealty - loyalty
there is a woman there staring at the head
(Ivy, mum - mans sister)
See the little purple tumor in the head - the skin of which was created back then.
horrific - fatality - dilemma
futility dilemma (to fight back) - futility dilemma insanity
Hundreds of thousands have the purple growth
aftermath - genocide
genocidal imprints
'coming to a block and not able to love/understand/
genocidal mania - insecurity paralysis psychosis
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Karmic Perp Psychosis - Insecurity Trauma Paralysis Psychosis
* rejection insecurity paranoia - rejection dysmorphia neurosis
rejection insecurity instruments disparagement, feelings of ill will towards anothers success
relationship rejection paranoia - insecurity >> artifices superficial, unnatural confidence projection.
Disparagement artifices unnatural, artificiality, superficial articulation
* disappointment avoidance derangement – pragmatism,
(there is a problem in voicing pragmatism)
* controlling anothers life experience
*crippling anothers wellbeing
insecurity paranoia
* Engages to predominantly lay a stepping stone
*defensive argumentativeness
*disingenuous conning
*contentious obstreperousness
* pretentious timeliness interjection
(vis: see you wanting to interject, and it felt like you are waiting for a specific moment for effect – but in doing this you have no idea what has been said in the interim.
*pretentious ‘observation’ – ‘a confidence trick’.
*pretentious portrayal of ability
2 karmas
1. swinging single light - flashing on and off - in a dark and dingy hallway
dads face comes into view - looked dark
perceived with regret
beseiged
'take no prisoners'
indecency
nepotism
conquering loyalty
(unfinished)
_______________________________________________
2. conquest of loyalty
See me standing over my father - him on his knees - his hands tied behind his back
I have a sword to his throat
a lot of people standing around, naked (indigenous root race)
crippling loyalty
I sever the head
all these people, hands to their mouths, shocked, horrified
I return to my throne and watch them all
'a fascination for fealty'
what it means to have it, on ones own terms
Enlils obsession
fealty - loyalty
there is a woman there staring at the head
(Ivy, mum - mans sister)
See the little purple tumor in the head - the skin of which was created back then.
horrific - fatality - dilemma
futility dilemma (to fight back) - futility dilemma insanity
Hundreds of thousands have the purple growth
aftermath - genocide
genocidal imprints
'coming to a block and not able to love/understand/
genocidal mania - insecurity paralysis psychosis
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Karmic Perp Psychosis - Insecurity Trauma Paralysis Psychosis
* rejection insecurity paranoia - rejection dysmorphia neurosis
rejection insecurity instruments disparagement, feelings of ill will towards anothers success
relationship rejection paranoia - insecurity >> artifices superficial, unnatural confidence projection.
Disparagement artifices unnatural, artificiality, superficial articulation
- confidence projection paranoia - projections of confidence unfelt
* disappointment avoidance derangement – pragmatism,
(there is a problem in voicing pragmatism)
- insecurity trauma psychosis and see your vision of mother on life support and you saying no no not yet)
* controlling anothers life experience
*crippling anothers wellbeing
insecurity paranoia
* Engages to predominantly lay a stepping stone
*defensive argumentativeness
*disingenuous conning
*contentious obstreperousness
* pretentious timeliness interjection
(vis: see you wanting to interject, and it felt like you are waiting for a specific moment for effect – but in doing this you have no idea what has been said in the interim.
*pretentious ‘observation’ – ‘a confidence trick’.
*pretentious portrayal of ability