ego transformation

[Wynn]

operations
opening up
structure
focus
put in place
with Us”

earlier processing >>“the logic of the ego is insane, it is not love”

am to restructure my intellectual POV’s to be supranatural transformed into service to all life guided by loving warm peaceful heart Truth, immerse in Your loving inspirations > correct

let’s go for it do this now?

yes, feel this > sense of being accompanied by loving large Elemental walking and talking moving though dreamy warm golden light of expanded visual landscape of another dimenison,, see he is instructing me as immature boy, it is lovingly done education in heart Truth, see and feel me as boy ego in wonderment, feeling loved, inspired, amazed by it all happening like I am in a dream of loving peace and harmony as it is all unfolded to me as streaming information > yes

surprised even in witnessing awareness I feel uplifted by it all

this is new witnessing awareness to also be affected by such transformations a fuller immersion? > yes

this is the fuller experience of the effects of the Closh onn Du healing transformations > just so, Dori two thumbs up

this is for all of us?

yes, each in your own ego way will be transformed to be unity loving as group consciousness of a massive surge, waves of pulsing streaming flow of new information to restructure all your old ego concepts as redundant, can be discarded as blocking your soul awakening and evolution back to be with Us in full immersion of loving unity

Dori and Tor

 

[Wynn]

see vine growing up post to entwine itself along horizontal wires, tendrils seeking
something to hold onto, get a firm grip, see vine goes further up to next level to
utilise more available horizontal wires, being guides for its spreading growth, see
eventually vine has spread vertically and horizontally meeting with other vines
along many horizontal wires provided and extensive foliage development soon
will put forth flowers and bunches of fruit > yes


organic growing up >> maturing with provided support >> maturing providing support -
'mature provision of support'

holding onto >> more support - holding onto ?? what are you holding onto that is preventing maturity

>>>> highly valued ecstasy/euphoric experience, ego’s manic lust excitement intoxication

what you are holding onto makes you needy for more support
preventing you incapable of providing support to others
preventing you from having divine stewardship mentality/mindset

>>> becomes the addictive insatiable neediness

firm grip >> making itself secure
firm grip >> see a claw, digging in 'making secure' - 'making sure of' ?? 'no further growth'

>>>> see cat pinning down mouse with claw, any attempt to run away is quickly stopped with another clawed foot down on mouse, stopped again, no escape > yes

this is self imposed psycho sigil POV I can never get out of 3rd dimensional being attacked and held back from moving around, no expansion will ever be allowed or permitted, no freedom to move > yes

predatory masculinity, torment, play with others lives not serve them, instead hinder, obstruct delay their movements, amuse myself with idle manic pleasure > psycho sigil wanton sadism and viciousness, misanthropy > yes

is this the only concept blocking service to life > no >>> 7 other mind sets/ psycho sigils?

• novelty, unusualness, exploring intriguing stimuli, merging with what serves me my way, seeking manic excitement of my desired pleasure, euphoric self indulgence​
• freedom to do as like in life, seeking to be self gratified by my actions I want to do as ego self interests acted on
• assumed right to explore any experience my way, if denied just take it into secretive action, devious deceitful thinking and actions to keep getting gratified my way, ego self gratification importance mania
• unhindered access to anything my ego/mind is curious about it has gloried or given high value to create any ecstasy ego wants
• wanton, wilful, defiance of Elemental inspiration, prefer my own ego comfort zones, distrust of Elementals to provide the fulfilment in life of desired euphoric ultimate pleasure, ego has different motivations to witnessing awareness
• nothing will be kept from me that gratifies my ego desires
• I deserve ultimate fulfilment, egos version of fulfilment is euphoric cosmic ecstasy
  
  basically life serves ego is ego's justified manic psychotic delusion > yes
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next level>> further growth as security established
next level >> see someone hanging onto - trying to get a grip onto a platform, see a foot stamp on the fingers, to make them let go - before they can get to the 'pull the self up stage

• >>>> see the same cat doing a paw attack dance on person’s hands, very fast reflexes, jumps about manically attacking hands, a game for cat hard wired brain function as predator? > yes
  up against my own predatory reflexes as psycho sigil harmful thought form I can’t (easily)control > yes
  I have identified with being cat like identity > yes
  I associate cats with lithe, beautiful, quickly moving intelligence, mysterious, intuitive, intriguing
  how I want to be like as ego identity, this is whimsical playful fantasy that has blocked my evolution > yes
  
  this is truly psychotic ego mental manic shamanistic animal spirit nature, freedom from being a domesticated human being, take on freedom of animal spirit, a form of unconscious merging with nature avoidance of people with nature as preferred experience, people perceived as delusional insane not like my own internal mental, unbounded fluidness, people not fulfilling to be with, introversion, alone time in nature preferred, autism > became misanthropy POV > ye​

• (added later ) this was reptilian collusion to be spacey and not grounded in reality, not know how to authenticate Truth from fiction, went along with manic electrified energy oblivious to being dehumanised and lost in artificial planes of curious oddities, endless intrigue, not body located, loose boundaries, reptilians moved in, less and less inclined to be with others, more interesting in fantasy > yes
  
  this is my own psycho sigil thought form POV about people? > yes
  
  now feeling very strangely other worldly, not in reality, actually prefer animism of being in imaginary psychotic curiosities I believed I could freely visually visit other dimensions is all a delusional hallucination blocking not supporting reality evolution? > yes
  
  
  2 complex oxymoronic UPC's here(1 is unable to hang on - get a grip on - pull the self upthe other is preventing another from hanging on/in and getting a grip)

• >>>>> see same cat goes into black blur of manic swirling energy, a highly imbalanced, unstable, oscillatory, spinning field, vortex of action insanity, so intense is the swirling even the cat looks dizzy and when comes to stop almost falls over, confused, seeks to be with me and settles down goes to sleep, now see many people climbing up onto platform no more attacks, cat is just happy to be quietly with me, its madness settled down > yes

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guides for spreading growth >> 'Growth Guidelines Chart' getting stronger, expansive, meets with others doing sameguides for spreading growth >> getting stronger, expansive, meets with others doing same - Fellowship & Team Trainingguides for spreading 'and circulating materialTeam/Fellowship Meetings involved.Data Development & CirculationData Development & Curatorship Trainingextensive development >> growth cycle to full flower and fruition, completion, a network of growth established and securedNetwork of Data Development fruitionthis is metaphor of a process done by whom or what?Us with you all

 

[Wynn]

“alla taka o say taco”
“sheeta u’tah, alla taka"
“tellong tuka”
“nuc ta”

allowance is all part of unconditional love We do with you all

see two people standing facing each other, holding hands, smiling at each other in calm gentle way > yes

communicating loving flows

see Elementals behind them moving people closer together, see they embrace, see Elementals do the same
enveloping them in immersive field of golden loving light that expands into larger sphere of unity bliss
loving peace and harmony > yes

uniting principle allowance

making do with compromise is painful to humanity >> (later word expansion)

compromise stood out >>>>
untruth entanglement
no way out
ego entrapment seduction
know all there is to know
stagnation
becomes complacent
comfort zone
of familiar habits

reinforcing denial
no need to seek Truth

numbs down pain
stay unconscious
caught in artificial planes
of ego delusion and hallucination

pain returns as seek Truth
without Elemental witnessing perspective
would be difficult (near impossible )
to maintain seeking
so many distractions
wrong tracks
wrong understandings

 

[Ora]

see vine growing up post to entwine itself along horizontal wires, tendrils seeking
something to hold onto, get a firm grip, see vine goes further up to next level to
utilise more available horizontal wires, being guides for its spreading growth, see
eventually vine has spread vertically and horizontally meeting with other vines
along many horizontal wires provided and extensive foliage development soon
will put forth flowers and bunches of fruit > yes

tendrils >> see the tendrils being picked and pounded into a paste - 2 other ingredients added - eyewash
papaw root tea + lime leaf tea

meeting with other (vines on a wire) >> gratitude - simplex (i have a divine intervention synopsis list with
Divine Lifechange Formula Simplex
Loving Elemental Devotion
meeting with others on a wire - see a meeting with other vines, the main vine weaving over, around and through the others until no one vine specie stands out - -- all are integrated and unified as one body bringing through the 'whole' meeting material/truth/material/works

extensive foliage >>>(Wynn) see monkeys making noise swinging through foliage, throwing fruit at people below,, claiming canopy as theirs, one monkey winks at me and grins, eating a banana,he offers me some >> elitist bribe

development >>>(Wynn)see soil rising up in hump, top cracks open and a strong tendril appears and quickly grows up into light above other foliage, without support it struggles to stay upright and has to rest back on other plants for support

full flower >>> see 3 (different) flowers - Wynn >>(Wynn) frangipani, marigold, hyssop >> ignite soul awakening


up to next level >>>>(Wynn)see a person climbing up step at time on rungs of a ladder strategically placed by Elementals viewing and guiding the climb

many wires provided >>>(Wynn) extra as needed to maintain expansion of now new quickly spreading vine interactions with each other, baby off shoots, new, pristine, families being established as communities

 

[Ora]

was led back to this (it is still current) - to be expanded with an action for you

yes, each in your own ego way will be transformed to be unity loving as group consciousness of a massive surge, waves of pulsing streaming flow of new information to restructure all your old ego concepts as redundant, can be discarded as blocking your soul awakening and evolution back to be with Us in full immersion of loving unity

transformed consciousness >>(Wynn) eco system activation

flow of new information to restructure >>(Wynn)see haystack being turned over to air and get sunshine

redundant >>(Wynn)see contracting down of old vines as wither away leaving space for fresh new growth, correction in history

blocking soul awakening >>(Wynn) manic excitement electrification >> see puts brain in spin of swirling chaos, mini tornado, as settles see neurons are left smouldering, over fired, see Elementals rush in try to repair but so much damage has to be newly formed neuronal network, see carefully tendered to by many small Elementals, soothing, stay calm as repairs are made

blocking full immersion >>>(Wynn)see stubborn reluctance to be moved into action, just relax and let go move along, finally accepted, now swimming and enjoying movement